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September 12, 2023

HUNGER

HUNGER “You need to eat before you pass out. Hello? Missy? Why aren’t you eating? What's wrong with you?” …hurt hurt, hurt, HURT. Why should I eat, when they starved me for over a …
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August 10, 2023

SARALIVES…ON

SARALIVES…ON **Trigger Warning** Never seeing a way out, Corrupted by the greatest enemy of all; …the inner me, "You piece of garbage, Who do you think you are? Why would anyone care for your …
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April 9, 2023

In the House Where I Grew Up

The kitchen table In the house where I grew up Was wooden, cold and stained Came apart in the middle Like so many ruined meals And other realities hard to digest Silences which say …
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July 8, 2022

Wasted

I don’t remember, I try to see Was it ever better? It had to be I felt it first at the age of three, It came up from the black when it came for …
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June 29, 2022
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Shame

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June 23, 2022

Silent Suffering

The constant shame and self-judgement. The many times I tried to tell someone and froze. Feeling like I was a target for abuse to happen. What had I done to cause it? My innocence …
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June 22, 2022

(Speak Up) – a slam poem

I look for codeine on the faces of boys, in the taste of thumbs wiping underneath my eyes, in the mattresses with three untucked corners and the stain of loneliness tattooed onto the hem …
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June 18, 2022

In my early years

In my early years Living in many tears They unknown passed by Which made me tremble As much as the hands that came by
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May 21, 2022

Trauma

What happens to my trauma? Does it vanish like a magician’s trick? Or does it eat away at me burnt up- empty and sick? Or does it harden me brittle and quick? Or does …
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May 21, 2022

The Gatehouse