Poems about The Voice for Others

When you work on yourself, you are immediately being there for someone else. Your engagement, journey in reclaiming your self, your overcoming trauma, is a work that is truly the “proverbial pebble in the pond” rippling out and aligning with the work of others round the planet being the voice for someone who is no longer alive to write their poem… the person(s) who helped you reclaim your voice… justice is… global voices… social transformation…

Provocation

Child molester, arrested.
Pleads guilty, gets two years on probation.
Years later, caught again.
Another plea bargain, segregated unit, daily group therapy, TV in cell.
Ten years, out in five.
Third conviction, short sentence, released.
What madness is this?
Five decades of violating women and children.
Ex-wife and victims suicided.
Maybe more?
Perp lives comfortably in the suburbs.

Daughter is the same age as the dead mother now.
She could kill him.
Charged with murder, if she uses a weapon
Manslaughter with diminished responsibility, maybe
Ten years max, out in five; it’s worth it.
Less if she kills him with her bare hands
Less again if she calls an ambulance.
Provocation is her defense.
Failed by the system, the psych report might say.
Driven by intolerable grief and menopausal rage.
A favorable jury might acquit her.
Victims taking matters into their own hands?
Women fighting back?
We must make an example of her.

Stuck between a rock and a hard place.
Silence is a form of compliance.
Truth is, I’m no killer.
Clinging obediently to a broken system
My weakness repulses me.
Stop the torment.
It’s either him or me.
He wins again.
They always do

Author Statement

I decided not to kill him or me, although for a while that seemed to be my only options.

Instead I spent a fortune on therapy and worked with a journalist to ‘out’ him in the local press, hoping that new victims would come forward and press charges. Dangerous, high-risk sex offenders, like my father belong in prison, not in the community.

My article was published last week. How will know if it has any impact? I probably won’t, but doing something is better than doing time or doing nothing.

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By B Meadow
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February 12, 2025

Little Vampire

I am a good girl.
I’ll do whatever he says.
Any attention is better than none.
He knew that, didn't he?

Do I want to hold it while he pisses?
As if asking gives me a choice.

Of course, I’ll say yes.
I’m a good girl; please love me.

Is that how he elicits compliance and silence?
Was I so easy?
Or did he make threats?

Daddy smell, big cock, cut
Flannel nightie, hold your breath, and pretend to sleep.

Soul-murdered and vampire-bitten.
Precocious, they called me;
attention-seeking provocateur, little love sucker.

What monstrous evil,
a baby succubus, eternally damned.
Daddy’s little whore.

Author Statement

I was researching Hypersexuality Disorder and realised that my compulsive sexual behaviours were a direct result from very early incest. Life long psychological damage, is when your brain tells you to be sexual, not because you want to be but because your brain tells you to be. My brain got wired to make connections and attachments through being sexual. It was never a choice. Thankfully menopause rewired my brain again, and viewing the world through a sexual lens seems to have gone. I can now focus on other things.

Given the prevelance of CSA, I ask myself who benefits from a society of hypersexualised women, desperately needing male validation?

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By B Meadow
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February 12, 2025

Still Prey

What’s this?
An email from my father?
He must have died then.
Has the day finally arrived?
Is he...dead?
Cunning 'ham.
STOP! THINK!
Dead men don’t email.

I had given it to him.
Years ago
What else could I do?
It shouldn’t be like this.
I shouldn’t have to.
Do I open it?
What does he want?
I’m hooked, flapping around,
Gasping for breath like a fish flayed.

Can’t you just forgive him before he dies?
We mustn’t speak ill of the dead.
Let it go, just move on.
It's all in the past.
I have that right, at least.
Don’t I?
To know when my rapist daddy dies.

My ancestors suck their teeth.
As I click open the email.

He’s not dead or dying.
He’s found God and weaponises forgiveness.
Him.
The predator.
Me.
His prey

Author Statement

I wrote this in response to my three time convicted pedophile father sending me emails alluding to his imminent death, only to realise that I was yet again being manipulated and toyed with. He wasn’t dying.

I contacted the police to report malicious communication and harassment. An offender isn’t allowed to contact his victim. The police put me at further risk by giving him my new name I had recently changed by deed poll and my location. When your abuser is a family member, especially a parent, the re-traumatisation continues long after the actual abuse stops.

I hope this changes when he finally dies.

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By B Meadow
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February 12, 2025

Tired

I’m tired.
Leave me by the hospital doors,
No looking back.
Avoid my eyes,
Don’t hear my pain.

No more need to measure my worth with your measuring cups.
Give back my love before you go,
Should I try to build it again.

I’m tired,
My Dragon Lady, burning it all down.
Nowhere to anchor
So much haze

She’s so small,
She doesn’t know where to go, what to do.
Wishes she didn’t survive
This life not worth living

She can’t feel with half a heart,
Or navigate your rules.
Don’t take the chance,
She’s not safe for you.

Cover her eyes
Shut her mouth
Plug your ears
She can’t run with numb legs
Her cries won’t stop
Leave it all at the hospital doors

Save yourself
Wash your hands
Take your broken heart.

Author Statement

Navigating adult love relationships as a survivor is tricky when we don’t have the tools or understanding. Our behaviors can be hurtful to our families when we are fiercely protecting our little ones from feeling in unhelpful ways that are no longer serving us. I wrote this during a dark place where I didn’t have the skills to navigate my relationship in a healthy way.

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By S. Kohlman
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November 12, 2024

Poison

Come join me,
In the dark.
I’ll make room for you,
Wake up your body,
Open your heart.
I’ll swallow your pain,
The poison I deserve.
It can’t kill me,
I am already dead.

Author Statement

It can be a struggle to have healthy relationships after CSA. At the time I was feeling responsible for the difficulties and felt hopeless and alone in the darkness.

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By S. Kohlman
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November 12, 2024

A Crack Appeared

A Crack Appears

I am all armoured up

Keeping in check, taking my stance
defenses in place, doing my dance
I am all armoured up

Facing forward, controlling the chills
sensitivities heightened, sharpening my skills
I am all armoured up

As the cries get louder, the bars grow taller
deafening shrills, sharpening my skills
I am all armoured up

Breaking free, merely a dream
on high alert, my insides scream
Covering my tracks, polishing my rackets
the boxes stay shut, covering my casket
I am all armoured up

Never giving up,
today is the day the crack appears

Author Statement

the words just flowed as I felt familiar old feelings emerging
and after the crack appeared, the pain and sorrow from my youth came
flooding out . ON the path to healing this

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By MG
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October 9, 2024

Duplex III: Be Quiet

Duplex III: Be Quiet

Be quiet; the voice doesn’t belong here,
Only the body turned into piñata.

Your body made into a piñata.
Boys swing their sticks, breaking things not theirs.

Boys hit you with their sticks, breaking things not theirs.
Innocence falls, swallowed up by night.

Fallen innocence, swallowed by night.
Candy wrappers are clothes, no room for names.

Candy wrappers for clothes. Who cares about names?
Boys gnaw on silent sugary screams.

Boys’ teeth dig into sugary screams.
Confectionery prey, looking for sound.

Confectionery, pray, can’t find sound,
Only the body turned into piñata.

Copyright ©️ 2024

Author Statement

As an advocate and survivor of child sexual assault and sexual assault, I use poetry as a powerful tool for healing and raising awareness. My words speak for those who have been silenced and made to believe that their pain was their fault. Through my art, I aim to break the cycle of shame and empower survivors to reclaim their voices and bodies.

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By C. Alexandria-Bernard Thomas
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October 9, 2024

Don’t turn out the light

Please don't turn out the light, don't let the darkness fall,
For then I'll hear his footsteps treading down the hall.
Please don't turn out the light, I want to wait awhile,
For he is oh so big and strong
And I am just a child.
Please don't turn out the light,I'm not ready for the pain,
I think I hear his footsteps
Yes, here he comes again.
Please don't turn out the light, just wait and let me sleep
Amongst the stars where I'll ask God "I pray my soul to keep."

Author Statement

After living in fear of this foster Father I was abandon by this family when they deemed me incorrigible. I never told on him.

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By C.Wells
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October 9, 2024

Darkness

A constant dark cloud looms over my head.

Everyone tells me to forgive and forget. How do I do that when my childhood and innocence were stolen from me? I become an adult before I was able to be a child.

I cry but no tears.
I am in pain though no ones notices.

Alone all the time in my mind.

Once the abuse happened, the secret followed me like a dark shadow.

I go through the motions of life. What an unhappy and angry existence like being trapped down among the dead men in that dark deep hole.

Arises a twinkle of light.
Come down light in the night.
What’s it like in the light?

When all I do is walk in the rain.
Cold and lonely.
Wasted days.
Wasted years.
It really feels like hell.

Done my time in hell!
Done my time feeling out of place.
The walls are coming down.
My awakening beckons to me.
With help, my journey from the darkness begins.
It won’t be easy, but better than it was.

Robert McDonald, Uxbridge Canada

Author Statement

I was inspired to write the poem entitled “Darkness” as a testament of my healing journey. The process of writing is another healing modality which is therapeutic to me. I hope my poem touches someone else.

The meaning of the poem entitled “Darkness” embodies the loneliness, shame, anger, resentment and internal pain from my childhood throughout adulthood until I sought help. I am no longer a victim I am a warrior – a true survivor!

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By R. McDonald
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May 30, 2024

The Strength & Power of Whispers

The Strength & Power of Whispers

You are no longer alone
My brave soul
Breathe

With a nod
I acknowledge your courage
Your expressive truth
Your knowing

For the experiential quilt of words your authenticity brings
I am grateful

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By zj
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December 12, 2023

The Gatehouse